one of the sadess...

...things ever.

so i swear kids are the smartest peeps on this planet. emily, the little three year old i watch just came back to my room (with her mom) to show me a boo-boo she just got from stepping on one of her brother's airplanes. she was crying and so sad. she then said, "i don't want you to leave. please sleep here tonight." ya, pretty much made my heart melt as the kiddos don't know i am leaving their home.

so i live with the fam here in cali and have lived with them since day one. pretty much like their older sister. i just have a room down the hall from them. anywho, wow. i teared up so much after she said that and her mom was crying. it was very emotional. i luv those kiddos so much and feel so bad i have to leave them. i wish it wasn't this hard...